The Time Machine ( cont. )............!
The Time Machine ( cont. )............!
V
“As I stood there musing over this too perfect triumph of man, the full moon,
yellow and gibbous, came up out of an overflow of silver light in the
northeast. The bright little figures ceased to move about below, a noiseless
owl flitted by, and I shivered with the chill of the night. I determined to
descend and find where I could sleep. “I looked for the building I knew. Then
my eye travelled along to the figure of the White Sphinx upon the pedestal of
bronze, growing distinct as the light of the rising moon grew brighter. I could
see the silver birch against it. There was the tangle of rhododendron bushes,
black in the pale light, and there was the little lawn. I looked at the lawn
again. A queer doubt chilled my complacency. ‘No,’ said I stoutly to myself,
‘that was not the lawn.’ “But it was the lawn. For the white leprous face of
the sphinx was towards it. Can you imagine what I felt as this conviction came
home to me? But you cannot. The Time Machine was gone! “At once, like a lash
across the face, came the possibility of losing my own age, of being left
helpless in this strange new world. The bare thought of it was an actual
physical sensation. I could feel it grip me at the throat and stop my
breathing. In another moment I was in a passion of fear and running with great
leaping strides down the slope. Once I fell headlong and cut my face; I lost no
time in stanching the blood, but jumped up and ran on, with a warm trickle down
my cheek and chin. All the time I ran I was saying to myself: ‘They have moved
it a little, pushed it under the bushes out of the way.’ Nevertheless, I ran
with all my might. All the time, with the certainty that sometimes comes with
excessive dread, I knew that such assurance was folly, knew instinctively that
the machine was removed out of my reach. My breath came with pain. I suppose I
covered the whole distance from the hill crest to the little lawn, two miles
perhaps, in ten minutes. And I am not a young man. I cursed aloud, as I ran, at
my confident folly in leaving the machine, wasting good breath thereby. I cried
aloud, and none answered. Not a creature seemed to be stirring in that moonlit
world. “When I reached the lawn my worst fears were realized. Not a trace of
the thing was to be seen. I felt faint and cold when I faced the empty space
among the black tangle of bushes. I ran round it furiously, as if the thing
might be hidden in a corner, and then stopped abruptly, with my hands clutching
my hair. Above me towered the sphinx, upon the bronze pedestal, white, shining,
leprous, in the light of the rising moon. It seemed to smile in mockery of my
dismay. “I might have consoled myself by imagining the little people had put
the mechanism in some shelter for me, had I not felt assured of their physical
and intellectual inadequacy. That is what dismayed me: the sense of some
hitherto unsuspected power, through whose intervention my invention had
vanished. Yet, for one thing I felt assured: unless some other age had produced
its exact duplicate, the machine could not have moved in time. The attachment
of the levers—I will show you the method later—prevented anyone from
tampering with it in that way when they were removed. It had moved, and was
hid, only in space. But then, where could it be? “I think I must have had a
kind of frenzy.
I remember running violently in and out among the moonlit
bushes all round the sphinx, and startling some white animal that, in the dim
light, I took for a small deer. I remember, too, late that night, beating the
bushes with my clenched fist until my knuckles were gashed and bleeding from
the broken twigs. Then, sobbing and raving in my anguish of mind, I went down
to the great building of stone. The big hall was dark, silent, and deserted. I
slipped on the uneven floor, and fell over one of the malachite tables, almost
breaking my shin. I lit a match and went on past the dusty curtains, of which I
have told you. “There I found a second great hall covered with cushions, upon
which, perhaps, a score or so of the little people were sleeping. I have no doubt
they found my second appearance strange enough, coming suddenly out of the
quiet darkness with inarticulate noises and the splutter and flare of a match.
For they had forgotten about matches. ‘Where is my Time Machine?’ I began,
bawling like an angry child, laying hands upon them and shaking them up
together. It must have been very queer to them. Some laughed, most of them
looked sorely frightened. When I saw them standing round me, it came into my
head that I was doing as foolish a thing as it was possible for me to do under
the circumstances, in trying to revive the sensation of fear. For, reasoning
from their daylight behaviour, I thought that fear must be forgotten.
“Abruptly, I dashed down the match, and, knocking one of the people over in my
course, went blundering across the big dining-hall again, out under the
moonlight. I heard cries of terror and their little feet running and stumbling
this way and that. I do not remember all I did as the moon crept up the sky. I
suppose it was the unexpected nature of my loss that maddened me. I felt
hopelessly cut off from my own kind—a strange animal in an unknown world. I
must have raved to and fro, screaming and crying upon God and Fate. I have a
memory of horrible fatigue, as the long night of despair wore away; of looking
in this impossible place and that; of groping among moonlit ruins and touching
strange creatures in the black shadows; at last, of lying on the ground near
the sphinx and weeping with absolute wretchedness. I had nothing left but misery.
Then I slept, and when I woke again it was full day, and a couple of sparrows
were hopping round me on the turf within reach of my arm. “I sat up in the
freshness of the morning, trying to remember how I had got there, and why I had
such a profound sense of desertion and despair. Then things came clear in my
mind. With the plain, reasonable daylight, I could look my circumstances fairly
in the face. I saw the wild folly of my frenzy overnight, and I could reason
with myself. ‘Suppose the worst?’ I said. ‘Suppose the machine altogether
lost—perhaps destroyed? It behoves me to be calm and patient, to learn the way
of the people, to get a clear idea of the method of my loss, and the means of
getting materials and tools; so that in the end, perhaps, I may make another.’
That would be my only hope, perhaps, but better than despair. And, after all,
it was a beautiful and curious world. “But probably, the machine had only been
taken away. Still, I must be calm and patient, find its hiding-place, and
recover it by force or cunning. And with that I scrambled to my feet and looked
about me, wondering where I could bathe. I felt weary, stiff, and
travel-soiled.
The freshness of the morning made me desire an equal freshness.
I had exhausted my emotion. Indeed, as I went about my business, I found myself
wondering at my intense excitement overnight. I made a careful examination of
the ground about the little lawn. I wasted some time in futile questionings,
conveyed, as well as I was able, to such of the little people as came by. They
all failed to understand my gestures; some were simply stolid, some thought it
was a jest and laughed at me. I had the hardest task in the world to keep my
hands off their pretty laughing faces. It was a foolish impulse, but the devil
begotten of fear and blind anger was ill curbed and still eager to take
advantage of my perplexity. The turf gave better counsel. I found a groove
ripped in it, about midway between the pedestal of the sphinx and the marks of
my feet where, on arrival, I had struggled with the overturned machine. There
were other signs of removal about, with queer narrow footprints like those I
could imagine made by a sloth. This directed my closer attention to the
pedestal. It was, as I think I have said, of bronze. It was not a mere block,
but highly decorated with deep framed panels on either side. I went and rapped
at these. The pedestal was hollow. Examining the panels with care I found them
discontinuous with the frames. There were no handles or keyholes, but possibly
the panels, if they were doors, as I supposed, opened from within. One thing
was clear enough to my mind. It took no very great mental effort to infer that
my Time Machine was inside that pedestal. But how it got there was a different
problem. “I saw the heads of two orange-clad people coming through the bushes
and under some blossom-covered apple-trees towards me. I turned smiling to them
and beckoned them to me. They came, and then, pointing to the bronze pedestal,
I tried to intimate my wish to open it. But at my first gesture towards this
they behaved very oddly. I don’t know how to convey their expression to you.
Suppose you were to use a grossly improper gesture to a delicate-minded
woman—it is how she would look. They went off as if they had received the last
possible insult.
I tried a sweet-looking little chap in white next, with
exactly the same result. Somehow, his manner made me feel ashamed of myself.
But, as you know, I wanted the Time Machine, and I tried him once more. As he
turned off, like the others, my temper got the better of me. In three strides I
was after him, had him by the loose part of his robe round the neck, and began
dragging him towards the sphinx. Then I saw the horror and repugnance of his
face, and all of a sudden I let him go. “But I was not beaten yet. I banged
with my fist at the bronze panels. I thought I heard something stir inside—to
be explicit, I thought I heard a sound like a chuckle—but I must have been
mistaken. Then I got a big pebble from the river, and came and hammered till I
had flattened a coil in the decorations, and the verdigris came off in powdery
flakes. The delicate little people must have heard me hammering in gusty
outbreaks a mile away on either hand, but nothing came of it. I saw a crowd of
them upon the slopes, looking furtively at me. At last, hot and tired, I sat
down to watch the place. But I was too restless to watch long; I am too
Occidental for a long vigil. I could work at a problem for years, but to wait
inactive for twenty-four hours—that is another matter. “I got up after a time,
and began walking aimlessly through the bushes towards the hill again.
‘Patience,’ said I to myself. ‘If you want your machine again you must leave
that sphinx alone. If they mean to take your machine away, it’s little good
your wrecking their bronze panels, and if they don’t, you will get it back as
soon as you can ask for it. To sit among all those unknown things before a
puzzle like that is hopeless. That way lies monomania. Face this world. Learn
its ways, watch it, be careful of too hasty guesses at its meaning. In the end
you will find clues to it all.’ Then suddenly the humour of the situation came
into my mind: the thought of the years I had spent in study and toil to get
into the future age, and now my passion of anxiety to get out of it. I had made
myself the most complicated and the most hopeless trap that ever a man devised.
Although it was at my own expense, I could not help myself. I laughed aloud.
“Going through the big palace, it seemed to me that the little people avoided
me. It may have been my fancy, or it may have had something to do with my
hammering at the gates of bronze. Yet I felt tolerably sure of the avoidance. I
was careful, however, to show no concern and to abstain from any pursuit of
them, and in the course of a day or two things got back to the old footing. I
made what progress I could in the language, and in addition I pushed my
explorations here and there. Either I missed some subtle point or their
language was excessively simple—almost exclusively composed of concrete
substantives and verbs. There seemed to be few, if any, abstract terms, or
little use of figurative language. Their sentences were usually simple and of
two words, and I failed to convey or understand any but the simplest propositions.
I determined to put the thought of my Time Machine and the mystery of the
bronze doors under the sphinx as much as possible in a corner of memory, until
my growing knowledge would lead me back to them in a natural way. Yet a certain
feeling, you may understand, tethered me in a circle of a few miles round the
point of my arrival. “So far as I could see, all the world displayed the same
exuberant richness as the Thames valley. From every hill I climbed I saw the
same abundance of splendid buildings, endlessly varied in material and style,
the same clustering thickets of evergreens, the same blossom-laden trees and
tree-ferns. Here and there water shone like silver, and beyond, the land rose
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